Life Is Like A Movie....

I sometimes feel like lately with the unpredictable twists and turns this year. Life has been like a movie...you know how you have the main characters...the beginning, the dramatic climax, and then the happy ending. I feel like so year so far this is like the climax point right now...like I am at the point where now I have got to fight to get to the happy ending now. I am slowly trying to get there...I kind of realize there's a part of me...that really misses someone still. I do so badly...but I don't know if this is just a lingering of feeling vulnerable....or maybe its just the fact that I am starting to have a lot of clarity of everything....I guess realizing that I don't have to feel that upset waiting around. Let's see if the happy ending will occur soon

I shouldn't have to wait anymore...no! No more waiting...I have gotta get to the happy ending. Let's hope the next six months will have better results I hope. Stay tuned my beloved readers! Honey Brown Sugar will be back on the come up. I have got too many people around me who believe in me. Plus I am in the greatest city (NEW YORK) in the world. I cannot forget that right. No I cannot. I have got too much to look forward to and I am not going to give up at all. I have a lot to accomplish expect more on Honey Brown Sugar's world, news, more interesting fun topics. Its time to get back to discussing some more fun topics soon. =)

"Risk It" and Be Fearless forever

I wrote a poem called "Risk It" about six years ago and i love it cause now it means even more to me especially after everything happened with my late friend.  Last night I am kind of happy that I had a chance to meet with my friend Kaisa's other friends. It's almost like it was part of her plans someone said and I kind of feel that. One thing I read in my letter was how fearless she was as a teen and young woman. So that's something I am going to aspire to again and use as my mantra. I may even get it tattooed on me too besides my diamond too. 


I would say now Risk It and be fearless forever...life is short, precious, and no more of me just hiding and keeping back what I want to do anymore. One thing about her that really always kept me going was knowing I can take chances...if there's something you desire in your heart you should do it now. 
So I dedicate that to her...she taught me something powerful...risk it and be fearless forever. 


I am going to take a piece of you with me and be more brave, more fearless, and step it up with taking more risks. Also following my goals...continuing to follow my goals....I really do believe yeah she was in my life for a reason. A lot of my friends I am starting to realize that now that's why they're in my life now. All because they have been here through it all actually and so many reasons why. 


So to hear I will continue to "Risk It and Be Fearless Forever"

"David M" The Music Man Comes out with new single

David M- “Here Comes Your Life” Music Review

Written by: Chloe J Riccardo

David M reggae-pop songwriter and musician is coming out with a new album after his huge success with “Lest We Forget”. The independent artist has been in the music business for over twenty years but is looking for mainstream popular success in the United States.

As a production assistant for Black Enterprise magazine I had the pleasure of meeting and sitting down with the musician in the past.  I believe he has the success to achieve what he wants with his music. Some of his songs are pretty electic he’s open to various genres of music. He can incorporate reggae, gospel, and even dancehall all within his music.

He’s been around working with popular musicians such as Wyclef Jean, Beanie Man, and so many more just to name a few. His songs such as “Girls Night Out” are popular with the nightclub crowd and twenty-something generation.

Here Comes Your Life the updated version is guaranteed to have you dancing on your feet.

Visit David M’s website at http://www.davidmmusic.com and make sure you follow him on twitter and fan him on his facebook page. Look for him around your city soon.

It's so hard to say good-bye (R.I.P Kaisa Iniguez)

Kaisa enjoying a cupcake from a relative or friend  =) 

I woke up Monday July 2, 2012 right on time I guess because there was an urgent text message on my cell from my best friend, Marisa telling me that one of my high school/childhood friends had passed away from a very bad head on collision accident. I am deeply sadden because it is one thing to lose someone but to lose someone you haven't spoken to in such a long time. That's an even harder part to describe. This is someone I knew personally. I knew her from the first time I met her in high school. She was one of the first people I met actually aside from the other three or four ladies who would become part of my life.


I first met Kaisa Yelitza Iniguez when she was thirteen years old. She had lived near my apartment complex at Newport for about 3 years before I met her. The timing was really good because since I was starting a new journey. I was about to start high school and she would become someone who would sure enough be someone who would take me along for a ride.


Kaisa and I went to the same school, we actually lived in the same apartment building at one point for about 4 years we did. So we both did a lot of growing up together.She lived across the street originally from me. She arrived from Ecuador in 1998 with her mom and then we met two years later. I met her at the train station first and I walked over cause I didn't have many friends around my neighborhood. So she was a big part of my life actually. 


She and i we partied together a lot going over to our girlfriends house and listening to music having a good time. She really was like the opposite of me in some ways she was a fiery, fierce, fiesty Aries woman. She brought out a lot of good in me though. 


I will never forget the times we went joyriding in my mom's car, the times we walked home together from school or going to school on the bus. The times we went out clubbin' and how we would get all dolled up looking in the mirror putting on make up. Gossiping about boys and even exchanging shoes cause we both wore a size nine in shoes. 


One time that always stands out to me is probably when she went to school one morning and she was so cold. I ran upstairs and i went back to my apartment looking for a coat. I brought her down my brand new white Guess coat and she loved it. That was the best feeling in the world it made me realize that with that one moment you can always help a friend in need. 


I met one of my boyfriends actually thru her we did double dating and group dating sometimes too, we went shopping,we went to see the Exorcist when it was remastered and came out in 2000 and we were so young at the time because of the R rating we could not get inside the film so we she decided to ask an older woman to help us get in and of course we did. 


Our friendship wasn't picture perfect we fought too sometimes. That made our friendship strong though we knew each others strengths and weaknesses. We trusted each other and we tried to keep loyalty and trustworthiness apart of that. 


I met s many people through her who were friends and family members who became apart of my life for a moment but she definitely was there for me in return. I will miss her so much. It's hard to say good-bye to her. 


Her name was Kaisa Yelitza Iniguez-Jimbo and she was twenty-five years old. She passed away in a very tragic, dangerous car accident on July 1, 2012 in her birthplace Ecuador. She will be missed by so many loved ones and friends. I dedicate this blog entry to you. 

The last thing I want to share with my beloved readers that I said to her in a conversation. I was leaving to move to New York City actually and I just so happened ran into her mother who was outside relaxing outfront of our apartment complex. She was on the phone and saw I was upset so she called her daughter as well. The last thing I told her was "Good luck with everything" she had become recently engaged. She was no dummy either a math expert (she even tutored me sometimes to help out) in high school and college. She was a college graduate of Saint Peter's College and worked on her master's degree as well. She knew how to handle her business and most of all she was so sweet, she loved life, she was sensitive, real, honest, and funny too! She had a great laugh! She will be missed so much.


Rest in peace 
Kaisa Iniguez
(April 15, 1987 - July 1,2012)
                         
 Kaisa and I when we were 16 and 17 at Rockerfeller Center ringing in the Christmas holiday in New York, NY December 2003 

Where Kaisa was from her home  flag (Ecuador) =)

I know she's looking down watching all of us