I am excited...very excited actually because I finally decided to take control of and figure out the way to manage my love and passion for food and then mixing it with my love for staying active, fit, and exercising. I spoke with my doctors, I spoke with the Queen of my heart (my mom), my wonderful stepdad, my dad, they all know how important this is to me. It's not just about man I want to look fit or I want to look good. It's really about keeping the inside healthy and keeping the outside happy too. Sometimes I often forget it's not just about how you look but really how are you feeling inside. Are you being honest with yourself, is there some area of your life that does not feel right. I am learning as a young adult even more how to put everything I used and learned from my health classes in high school, community college, and college. What I learned from my parents, what I all ready know.
So Honey Brown Sugar is on her way into a new direction I feel good about it because I know this is going to take time. It is also about realizing a lot of things that used to motivate me too. That will help pay off. I believe this is a great way to close out the year. After all of the drama, all the situations that happened this year, all of the heartbreak I felt for Mr. Handsome (remember him) he I will probably not see for a long time. I realize now that my life is really starting to take shape. It is falling into place. I am praying that everything will work out. I have set some good goals for myself. I am starting to figure out being honest with yourself too. That's another key to figuring this whole thing out. I am looking forward to 2013 and the future ahead. I feel like I am getting ready to embark on a new journey, a new challenge. I feel great about this now because it makes me happy to know I have people behind me who are supportive and so loving. Deep down I know they don't care how small,big, or whatever size I decide to carry my physical self. All they care about is making sure that I am happy and healthy. So I realize now doing some new things they can be scary sometimes but at times those things can make you just the person you have always wanted to be.
I reflected back...I thought about what used to make me happy, who used to motivate me, inspire me, what will make me want to get to the place I have always wanted to be at as an adult now. So I think doing that is going to challenge me. I also know that it is going to take a lot of time, patience, but I will get there. I am a visual learner I always have been. If I see it I usually will remember it and then I am able to pick something up. So if I can keep my eye on what is healthy, what is good for me I will reach my goal come December 2013. One year....focusing on health, fitness, and success.
My love life I have decided the next person....he has to find me. I am not doing anything from now on...no more contacting, no more anything. Just focusing on my plans and my goals for now. So I feel good about this now. This is what I need for now.
So my beloved readers, let's just say I am going to be handling my business.
So Honey Brown Sugar is on her way into a new direction I feel good about it because I know this is going to take time. It is also about realizing a lot of things that used to motivate me too. That will help pay off. I believe this is a great way to close out the year. After all of the drama, all the situations that happened this year, all of the heartbreak I felt for Mr. Handsome (remember him) he I will probably not see for a long time. I realize now that my life is really starting to take shape. It is falling into place. I am praying that everything will work out. I have set some good goals for myself. I am starting to figure out being honest with yourself too. That's another key to figuring this whole thing out. I am looking forward to 2013 and the future ahead. I feel like I am getting ready to embark on a new journey, a new challenge. I feel great about this now because it makes me happy to know I have people behind me who are supportive and so loving. Deep down I know they don't care how small,big, or whatever size I decide to carry my physical self. All they care about is making sure that I am happy and healthy. So I realize now doing some new things they can be scary sometimes but at times those things can make you just the person you have always wanted to be.
I reflected back...I thought about what used to make me happy, who used to motivate me, inspire me, what will make me want to get to the place I have always wanted to be at as an adult now. So I think doing that is going to challenge me. I also know that it is going to take a lot of time, patience, but I will get there. I am a visual learner I always have been. If I see it I usually will remember it and then I am able to pick something up. So if I can keep my eye on what is healthy, what is good for me I will reach my goal come December 2013. One year....focusing on health, fitness, and success.
My love life I have decided the next person....he has to find me. I am not doing anything from now on...no more contacting, no more anything. Just focusing on my plans and my goals for now. So I feel good about this now. This is what I need for now.
So my beloved readers, let's just say I am going to be handling my business.
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