I have a lot going on inside my little world actually. I have recently moved to new york. A place I adore and love but I am dealing with a lot this year. It is time for me to be honest about some things. I have an internship I am doing that is my dream job and while I am working and doing something close to my area of interest. I am dealing with personal things that are almost eating away from me. One its almost like a soap opera or a sitcom for the people I work with and what I have to intake sometimes. I walked into my internship with nervousness and high apprehension. I knew this is where I belong. Now months have gone by and I have gotten to know people I feel like now I have walked into a really complicated situation. I am meeting people who I thought I would build long friendships with but now I am really getting lost. I am stuck with frustration some days and I am supposed to be joyful. Money is still tight and I am supposed to be moving toward the future gettng my own place, a car and building my life too. I am starting to feel lost. I have got a lot going on bugging me. I thought I had everything figured out but now my inner circle is making me realize I still have so much inside of me I still need to work on now. 6 months ago I was happy now I am questioning everything.
Even the man I thought I was in love with and I am I cannot let him go cause we have not been out properly but the truth is I am crazy about him and its complicated cause we work around one another. I am at a lost now and I need to move forward. I need to get back to my goals they always keep me focused they become apart of me because they are changing me inside and outside too literally.
I believe this year for my twenty fifth birthday the biggest gift I can give myself is a chance to find my happiness and the life I want too. Also a vacation I need to get in touch within inside of me mentally ad emotionally again cause I still have a lot to build on again. I still have a lot to work on in some relationships of mine too. I also know soon I need to get back to my spiritual side, exercising again, and just rebuilding myself. One thing about my zodiac sign and this is just something I have always loved we as Scorpios are driven, we can get side tracked in our lives, but that is just our way of transforming ourselves. we are passionate people about everything and we are loyal. I am loyal by nature. I also love to transform myself cause I am able to dig within and be a better Chloe. I am looking forward to that part of my journey. There is a lot ahead of me and I know very soon I am going to gain my strength back and I will be a better me.
Even the man I thought I was in love with and I am I cannot let him go cause we have not been out properly but the truth is I am crazy about him and its complicated cause we work around one another. I am at a lost now and I need to move forward. I need to get back to my goals they always keep me focused they become apart of me because they are changing me inside and outside too literally.
I believe this year for my twenty fifth birthday the biggest gift I can give myself is a chance to find my happiness and the life I want too. Also a vacation I need to get in touch within inside of me mentally ad emotionally again cause I still have a lot to build on again. I still have a lot to work on in some relationships of mine too. I also know soon I need to get back to my spiritual side, exercising again, and just rebuilding myself. One thing about my zodiac sign and this is just something I have always loved we as Scorpios are driven, we can get side tracked in our lives, but that is just our way of transforming ourselves. we are passionate people about everything and we are loyal. I am loyal by nature. I also love to transform myself cause I am able to dig within and be a better Chloe. I am looking forward to that part of my journey. There is a lot ahead of me and I know very soon I am going to gain my strength back and I will be a better me.
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