How one moment can change your heart

I worked vigorously hard to put this man out of my mind. I kept myself busy I worked hard on and still keep my life pretty busy now. Yet this man I will call him Soul Songbyrd. Soul Songbyrd and I have known one another a long period of time since Honey Brown Sugar was a young little girl. Soul Songbyrd was Honey's first real crush. Yet they could never be together cause of their age difference. Years went by time passed she changed went on her with her life and so did he. They saw each other again and she remembered him as  a teenager falling in love with his smile, his laugh, and his puppy dog chinky dark brown eyes. She knew one day he and herself had to share their lives together. Yet Soul Songbyrd had a woman he was in love with and adored. Honey Brown Sugar continued to grow and learn experiencing and enjoying her life. Eventually they crossed paths and went out together. She was grown and ready to know him. They went out and shared some moments but honey knew she had to let him go and move forward. She did and she met many interesting men along the way no one who stole her heart like him. Now Honey is in love with Handsomeness. Handsomeness is important to her and she believes she can really learn grow with him. Yet one minor detail...because Honey lives in the same city as Soul Songbyrd and now she has seen him crossing paths. Now her feelings are open....she wants to know him but honey is afraid her heart may get broken again....what to do....she's lost and needs to get back to lookin for someone new. Or perhaps someone may all ready be right for her.
Stay tuned....always a new chapter in the world of Honey Brown Sugar
Okay now Handsomeness has decided to go back to his Queen. Honey Brown Sigar was devastated by the news when she received a text message this morning. However, she knows love will come to her when she finds someone new. She cannot let that trump her or stop how she feels. Her life is too important and she has too much to do to let that mess her up. It hurts her heart a lot because she had such high hopes. But she knows there is another plan God has in mind and there will be a new person. There is too much going on in her world to let that crush her heart. Maybe there might be hope for her Soul Songbyrd? Or maybe a new king will be here soon too. You see how one moment can change everything in life its unbelievable at times.