I need to clarify some things.....I have so many emotions running through my body, a thousand thoughts in my head, and my instincts are like damn....what do I do now? I don't want to play games, I don't want to be childish. I want to ddevelop something special with this man. I know we have the potential to get there.
I don't just want the physical with him. its about a genuine connection. I am happy with him. I can accept he is far from perfect , I can accept his vices, but one thing I cannot lie someone up on the man I want. Ever since I was girl I always wanted the man everyone else always did.
Now that I am an adult that has not changed....I have had a lot of experiences and now I realize I want to be with someone who wants what I want too.
The man I am dating "handsomeness"...he and I have a incredible connection...his taste in music, his dreams, he asked me something I never had a man ask me so fast " How many children do you want?" I said "four"....I cannot deny it...there would be no other man I would desire to have children with he has a high rank. every other boy or man I liked or loved I just know it would never work ever. I have had some of my boyfriends tell me I want you to hve my children. But for the first time....There's nothing wrong with the man I am interested in that could complain about. He is beautifully imperfect, he is intelligent, funny, silly, talented, sexy, and he has a lot to bring to the table.
We have known each other now it will be a year in april. I have started dating him probably june..we didn't get real serious not until now which is six months. there was no other person I adore...when the earthquake hit in manhattan this summer. the only man I thought of besides my parents and family was him. that funny? It made me realize I adore him soooo much. I still do....we will see stay tuned always more inside the world of honey brown sugar.
I don't just want the physical with him. its about a genuine connection. I am happy with him. I can accept he is far from perfect , I can accept his vices, but one thing I cannot lie someone up on the man I want. Ever since I was girl I always wanted the man everyone else always did.
Now that I am an adult that has not changed....I have had a lot of experiences and now I realize I want to be with someone who wants what I want too.
The man I am dating "handsomeness"...he and I have a incredible connection...his taste in music, his dreams, he asked me something I never had a man ask me so fast " How many children do you want?" I said "four"....I cannot deny it...there would be no other man I would desire to have children with he has a high rank. every other boy or man I liked or loved I just know it would never work ever. I have had some of my boyfriends tell me I want you to hve my children. But for the first time....There's nothing wrong with the man I am interested in that could complain about. He is beautifully imperfect, he is intelligent, funny, silly, talented, sexy, and he has a lot to bring to the table.
We have known each other now it will be a year in april. I have started dating him probably june..we didn't get real serious not until now which is six months. there was no other person I adore...when the earthquake hit in manhattan this summer. the only man I thought of besides my parents and family was him. that funny? It made me realize I adore him soooo much. I still do....we will see stay tuned always more inside the world of honey brown sugar.
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