My Valentine's day wasn't perfect...it never is though lol. This year was rough it had a somber undertone to the day I tried my best to really make it better I thought cooking dinner for Handsomeness was the best idea to cheer him up. Handsomeness is going thru a rough time in his life and just so happens it happened during the week of Valentine's day not great timing for a woman like me who wanted to share her first time with someone special to her.
I am a little disappointed but my heart understands 100 percent at the same time it hurts like when will I have that day when my man says "Baby, I am taking you out...you deserve to be treated". That would make me smile so wide and I would love that. Romantic gestures for me have been slim to none. I don't consider Applebee's romantic, KFC, or McDonald's....nahhhhh. I believe I deserve more so we will see. Handsomeness may need to step up his game now....Or I may be pulling back some privileges. LOL!
I feel like now I realize I am worth so much more, I work hard with a limited budget to keep myself up and stay healthy. So for me I feel like if Handsomeness really wants me too. There is more to me for him to prove too. I am honest with my baby all the time. He knows that I adore him and I am loyal. I won't disrespect someone ever or cheat. Its not in my character I always want to do the right thing especially what's right in my heart and true to my values...faith, loyalty, respect,trust, and honesty.
I am a little disappointed but my heart understands 100 percent at the same time it hurts like when will I have that day when my man says "Baby, I am taking you out...you deserve to be treated". That would make me smile so wide and I would love that. Romantic gestures for me have been slim to none. I don't consider Applebee's romantic, KFC, or McDonald's....nahhhhh. I believe I deserve more so we will see. Handsomeness may need to step up his game now....Or I may be pulling back some privileges. LOL!
I feel like now I realize I am worth so much more, I work hard with a limited budget to keep myself up and stay healthy. So for me I feel like if Handsomeness really wants me too. There is more to me for him to prove too. I am honest with my baby all the time. He knows that I adore him and I am loyal. I won't disrespect someone ever or cheat. Its not in my character I always want to do the right thing especially what's right in my heart and true to my values...faith, loyalty, respect,trust, and honesty.
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