Monday, August 20, 2012

The New Yorker in Washington, D.C.

I am in Washington, D.C. yes I am in the Nation's Capital where all of everything political happens down here. I have some history with this town because I lived here about almost 21 years ago. Lol yeah I was four and a half when I came down here and I left when I was 10. So I have a lot of familiarity with this town but since a lot has happened to me....within that time frame. Things are different. I am in adult now in my mid-twenties.

It has changed everything about my perspective...I haven't lived here in years...so it is different cause I am used to being able to hop on a train in walking distance and just go. I am used to having some friends around me also. Which would help and comfort me too. So for me right now I am trying to figure out what is next...what does fate have in store for me now?

I just want to be able to have the life I have always wanted but its hard to do that when you're kind of the new kid on the block again. I know God and time will allow me to find my way again so I can pick back up where I left off at...so we will see. I just feel like on one hand yes I can come here to start over again but at the same time I am worried about what will happen next...does God have some divine plan in store? Or is this just another way for me to build my network and career. We will see. It has been two weeks since I arrived back here searching for a job. Now let's see if I can get a temp assignment, a broadcast job, or any other well paying job in the fall of this year. 

Sunday, August 12, 2012

"Will Sparks Shine in Sparkle the movie"

"Sparkle" the movie made it's way into the homes of many  people in the 1970s. In 1976 the film starring Irene Cara made its way with its hit songs such as "Giving Him Something He Can Feel"  Now the movie is back this summer making its way to movie theaters this August 17th. I know so many generations of people are looking forward to the film because people of what it represents following your dreams. I am looking forward to it cause I have seen the original several times. Also because our angel, the now legend, who live on forever in her last film appearance, Whitney Houston is cast in one of the main lead roles along with comedian and actor Mike Epps, Cee-Lo Green, Carmen Ejogo ("Pride and Glory"), Tika Sumpter ("The Game"). 

She teamed up with sixth season American Idol winner, singer, and actress, Jordin Sparks who will share the screen along with Whitney. I am thrilled for Sparks and also excited to see her career going into a new direction now. 


Now that the film has a 2012 twist to it who knows which direction you can have the film go into because there is so much to work with now from past and present  but I am excited to see how this will all come together because it shares that same common theme as "Dreamgirls"..."Never ever give up on your dreams.  Cause you just might find that person who sees something in you. 

Also with this film its like Whitney's last love letter of her passion with music, producing, singing, and acting all coming to screen. This will a treat for us to see her on the screen again one last time showing why she was remarkable as a person, talent, business woman, and how she touched all of our lives with a gift to sing and light us all up.


I believe Sparkle will send the same message to a new generation of little girls and boys who have never seen the film before at all. Get your dancing shoes ready cause I believe there will be many people dancing in the movie theater aisles all day and night when this film comes to theaters on Friday, August 17th, 2012. 


Just saw Sparkle last night and the movie was incredible a lot more dramatic than the original, it has been updated and twisted to become more modern than it was in the 1970s so it is different but now they really do have a hit on their hands between the story line, the costumes, and of course the cast. Props to Mike Epps who did a really good job!!!! I have never seen him in a role where he gets to play the villain so to speak. So he took on a new role I also have never seen Whitney Houston as the tough and firm mom. So at least she took on a role that also shows her real acting chops, plus she sings which made some people weep in the audience. It was a beautiful film with some great lessons in it as well. I loved all of the songs and costumes of course. I would love a red Sparkle dress! 


A dream sparks questions....


I had a dream about a friend of mine who is close to me and who I broke up with too. I miss him and I realize it every single day. it’s like a piece of my heart is still with him even though he’s 200 miles away. I haven’t seen him…I haven’t spoken to him but I still feel a certain way that makes me want to see him I don’t know what to do cause now I am feeling like yes on one hand I would love to be with someone but I need to get my goals completed first.
I need everything to be complete first until I know this is it….this is where I belong…I belong with this person. I need to know if he is or not. I need God to send me a sign if he’s supposed to be with me. If not I will keep looking but I need you to tell me who’s the one…? How will I know he’s the one? Will something hit me?, will it come to me? Or do I continue on just focusing on my work and other goals…I am halfway there…I am almost there.
I hear songs that remind me of him….lol…it’s oh lord no why…why oh why…lol This isn’t supposed to be happening. Maybe I made a mistake.
Maybe I did something wrong…I guess going on that boat ride was probably a bad idea…I did it cause I knew deep down how I felt. I wanted to know the truth…was he the one…or not? I knew he wasn’t ready to commit but something tells me differently he feels a different way but he’s not ready to admit it yet.
I don’t know…everyone else who I think of from past to present…I guess I will just know right?



Not giving up the dream

I have been a bit side tracked but one thing I keep remembering don't ever forget the dream.....don't forget the life you have wanted for yourself. That is something I take seriously because I believe in dreams probably because I know they can come true but it's a matter of hard work, patience, motivation, and drive. How bad do you want something and are you willing to work for it in this life. In America, in my city in New York.

I know its not going to be easy but deep down i know I am almost there...I just need the job too so I will be able to get what I am looking for and get to the next chapter...30 is not too far away...but 26 is around the corner...times catching up to me and so are my dreams so now I need to remember how do I make this all a reality.

First college...back to get the master's next year...then we'll see...I am not sure what's next...I know I have to have everything together. I mean career I know what I want now. It took me a long time to know okay this is it....I want this...but now how to obtain it all. I just know I am not giving up now ever.

Sunday, July 22, 2012

Life Is Like A Movie....

I sometimes feel like lately with the unpredictable twists and turns this year. Life has been like a movie...you know how you have the main characters...the beginning, the dramatic climax, and then the happy ending. I feel like so year so far this is like the climax point right now...like I am at the point where now I have got to fight to get to the happy ending now. I am slowly trying to get there...I kind of realize there's a part of me...that really misses someone still. I do so badly...but I don't know if this is just a lingering of feeling vulnerable....or maybe its just the fact that I am starting to have a lot of clarity of everything....I guess realizing that I don't have to feel that upset waiting around. Let's see if the happy ending will occur soon

I shouldn't have to wait anymore...no! No more waiting...I have gotta get to the happy ending. Let's hope the next six months will have better results I hope. Stay tuned my beloved readers! Honey Brown Sugar will be back on the come up. I have got too many people around me who believe in me. Plus I am in the greatest city (NEW YORK) in the world. I cannot forget that right. No I cannot. I have got too much to look forward to and I am not going to give up at all. I have a lot to accomplish expect more on Honey Brown Sugar's world, news, more interesting fun topics. Its time to get back to discussing some more fun topics soon. =)

"Risk It" and Be Fearless forever

I wrote a poem called "Risk It" about six years ago and i love it cause now it means even more to me especially after everything happened with my late friend.  Last night I am kind of happy that I had a chance to meet with my friend Kaisa's other friends. It's almost like it was part of her plans someone said and I kind of feel that. One thing I read in my letter was how fearless she was as a teen and young woman. So that's something I am going to aspire to again and use as my mantra. I may even get it tattooed on me too besides my diamond too. 


I would say now Risk It and be fearless forever...life is short, precious, and no more of me just hiding and keeping back what I want to do anymore. One thing about her that really always kept me going was knowing I can take chances...if there's something you desire in your heart you should do it now. 
So I dedicate that to her...she taught me something powerful...risk it and be fearless forever. 


I am going to take a piece of you with me and be more brave, more fearless, and step it up with taking more risks. Also following my goals...continuing to follow my goals....I really do believe yeah she was in my life for a reason. A lot of my friends I am starting to realize that now that's why they're in my life now. All because they have been here through it all actually and so many reasons why. 


So to hear I will continue to "Risk It and Be Fearless Forever"

Tuesday, July 10, 2012

"David M" The Music Man Comes out with new single


David M- “Here Comes Your Life” Music Review
Written by: Chloe J Riccardo

David M reggae-pop songwriter and musician is coming out with a new album after his huge success with “Lest We Forget”. The independent artist has been in the music business for over twenty years but is looking for mainstream popular success in the United States.
As a production assistant for Black Enterprise magazine I had the pleasure of meeting and sitting down with the musician in the past.  I believe he has the success to achieve what he wants with his music. Some of his songs are pretty electic he’s open to various genres of music. He can incorporate reggae, gospel, and even dancehall all within his music.
He’s been around working with popular musicians such as Wyclef Jean, Beanie Man, and so many more just to name a few. His songs such as “Girls Night Out” are popular with the nightclub crowd and twenty-something generation.
Here Comes Your Life the updated version is guaranteed to have you dancing on your feet.
Visit David M’s website at http://www.davidmmusic.com and make sure you follow him on twitter and fan him on his facebook page. Look for him around your city soon.

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