I am stuck....unfortunately I had a feeling this might happen I can't return the gift back for Handsomeness. So this means I am supposed to keep it then. I can't believe I got mad at him when I just spoke to him four nights ago. I am going to just keep it. If he asks me out like a real man again. If he wants to really see me or spend time with me.
I will let him have this gift....so we'll see...why can't I let this go. Is it because we are in the same work environment? Or is it because deep down he means more to me I just don't want him to mean a lot to me though. I want an open relationship where he and I are together out in the open. The only problem is I would have to leave this opportunity and be in a new place.To the point I don't even want anyone else just yet...I just want things to workout. I probably need to communicate more....tell him more...open up more. He inspires me...actually. Even though he's a bit of a bad boy...he has these qualities that make me want to know him more and be better too. Time will tell.
I will let him have this gift....so we'll see...why can't I let this go. Is it because we are in the same work environment? Or is it because deep down he means more to me I just don't want him to mean a lot to me though. I want an open relationship where he and I are together out in the open. The only problem is I would have to leave this opportunity and be in a new place.To the point I don't even want anyone else just yet...I just want things to workout. I probably need to communicate more....tell him more...open up more. He inspires me...actually. Even though he's a bit of a bad boy...he has these qualities that make me want to know him more and be better too. Time will tell.
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