I had a dream about a friend of mine who is close to me and
who I broke up with too. I miss him and I realize it every single day. it’s
like a piece of my heart is still with him even though he’s 200 miles away. I
haven’t seen him…I haven’t spoken to him but I still feel a certain way that
makes me want to see him I don’t know what to do cause now I am feeling like
yes on one hand I would love to be with someone but I need to get my goals
completed first.
I need everything to be complete first until I know this is
it….this is where I belong…I belong with this person. I need to know if he is
or not. I need God to send me a sign if he’s supposed to be with me. If not I
will keep looking but I need you to tell me who’s the one…? How will I know
he’s the one? Will something hit me?, will it come to me? Or do I continue on
just focusing on my work and other goals…I am halfway there…I am almost there.
I hear songs that remind me of him….lol…it’s oh lord no
why…why oh why…lol This isn’t supposed to be happening. Maybe I made a mistake.
Maybe I did something wrong…I guess going on that boat ride
was probably a bad idea…I did it cause I knew deep down how I felt. I wanted to
know the truth…was he the one…or not? I knew he wasn’t ready to commit but
something tells me differently he feels a different way but he’s not ready to
admit it yet.
I don’t know…everyone else who I think of from past to
present…I guess I will just know right?
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