something funny

Here is something funny...Lol I was supposed to see Handsomeness but Just the way the day was going I knew he probably wanted to stay home tonight. I had a funny feeling, my instincts good as usual...He wanted to watch the basketball game!!!! LOL we both did instead of being all over one another. So funny....I cannot even get mad at him. One cause I will see him and two my feelings are growing and I even admitted them to my mama. I am all ready defending him my beloved readers. I think Honey Brown Sugar is in strong like!!! one thing I cannot get mad when I do not get my way....I am too old for that. Lol all I can do is just laugh and laugh. What are you going to do when your man wants to watch the basketball baseball, soccer, hockey,tennis, golf or football game. All the ladies have been there I have too. I am used to it sort of from being around a lot of men so I am cool with it.

Need another chance for romance

My Valentine's day wasn't perfect...it never is though lol. This year was rough it had a somber undertone to the day I tried my best to really make it better I thought cooking dinner for Handsomeness was the best idea to cheer him up. Handsomeness is going thru a rough time in his life and just so happens it happened during the week of Valentine's day not great timing for a woman like me who wanted to share her first time with someone special to her.
I am a little disappointed but my heart understands 100 percent at the same time it hurts like when will I have that day when my man says "Baby, I am taking you out...you deserve to be treated". That would make me smile so wide and I would love that. Romantic gestures for me have been slim to none. I don't consider Applebee's romantic, KFC, or McDonald's....nahhhhh. I believe I deserve more so we will see. Handsomeness may need to step up his game now....Or I may be pulling back some privileges. LOL!
I feel like now I realize I am worth so much more, I work hard with a limited budget to keep myself up and stay healthy. So for me I feel like if Handsomeness really wants me too. There is more to me for him to prove too. I am honest with my baby all the time. He knows that I adore him and I am loyal. I won't disrespect someone ever or cheat. Its not in my character I always want to do the right thing especially what's right in my heart and true to my values...faith, loyalty, respect,trust, and honesty.

Was I supposed to be?

some days I still dream was I supposed to be a singer. My heart always feels that way but I feel like a combination of nerves and letting loose got in the way. I joined choir actually, I wrote 30 songs starting at 11. Now I always wonder what now I am 25 what could I do? should I wait until my babies come and see if they want to entertain or do I still take a shot and see what happens? Lol, I think if I had one hit I would be set for life. One pop hit and that's it I am settled and can start a new life.
When I think of all the concerts, all the listening parties, all the music videos, all the music I have listened to over the years I feel like some part of me was meant for music too.
Can a non experienced twenty-five year old try her luck? Or should I be behind the scenes and see what happens. Stay tuned. 

The Original Diva and Queen of Pop Makes her final curtain call

Whitney Elizabeth Houston was born on August 9, 1963 in Newark, New Jersey. She was a model at the age of sixteen and then went on to be discovered by Clive Davis of Arista Records. 
She has had over 20 number one hits and sold millions of records, albums, and had millions of downloads of hits. Whitney is an inspiration I have so many memories of her on television, in movies, and of course her music. She was so beautiful with the widest smile. I always loved her in "The Preacher's Wife", "Waiting to Exhale", and "Cinderella" which she played the fairy godmother and produced it as well. Whitney was incredible at least a 6 octave range in her vocals. I have too many songs to list that I love about her "I am your baby tonight", "I will always love you", "Its not right but its okay", "How will I know", "Saving my love for you", "My love is your love". I loved Whitney! I used to sing songs to my class growing up at age 12 in seventh grade in jersey. I wanted to be Whitney too. She is the queen despite her personal battles and her personal life in the spotlight this woman will not be forgotten ever! She is amazing and talented. God thank you for sending her on earth, thank you for letting her bless us with her powerful gift. Whitney had it! Beauty Sass Talent Strength Courage and Heart. She will be in all of our hearts forever. Rest in Peace....I will never forget the moment I found out tonight and you. You touched my life, my parents, friends, and family. We love you!!!!! Always She will not be forgotten. My heart goes out to her family, her daughter especially, Bobbi Kristina, her ex- husband Bobby Brown, her mother, Cissy, her staff, and loved ones. This woman deserves a 5 star tribute, choirs singing and so much more. xoxo Whitney! We all love you so much she still had too much to share with us. (8/9/63 - 2/11/2012)

We should be....

You and I should be selling the high seas together, traveling, exploring the world together. When I think of us my heart gets excited all these dreams and ideas come to mind. You and I going places, my partner in crime at last.
Someone to be beside me taking on the world with me. So handsome I wish you were a movie star so I can hang your poster on my bedroom wall stare and blow kisses to you. We should be sipping champagne or wine eating fine meals lobster tails and all. Staring at the sunset with the ocean quietly passing its wave in the distant. I see beautiful days and nights with you. Just open your mind and heart to me I can make this all a reality. This is how I view our  life to be, can be, and will be...when we come together as one. Have faith and patience in me. I will show you.

Just putting our dreams together....I am behind you baby all the way. As long as you have faith in me I believe a lot will happen for the both of us. 

"Red Tails" and "Joyful Noise"

I am always at the movie theater it seems lol. I am always usually there if I can go to the matinee with my movie buff mother or when I can get passes. I went to see Joyful Noise starring rapper, singer, and now movie star Dana "Queen Latifah" Owens and mega country superstar Dolly Parton my first film of the year and it was a sweet film a little unexpected, a little drama, and funny. I loved the performances and especially to see Ms Keke Palmer blow up as well into the songstress amazing voice and talent. She's incredible and I loved seeinger blossom on screen. She's come such a long way since Akeelah and the  Spelling Bee. I loved seeing that they embraced 21st century pop culture with the music . If you are open to all music and films you'll sit down and watch it for a laugh and the music as well as message too.

Next film of January 2012 I saw last weekend with my mom was "Red Tails" every man will love it if he enjoys action notice I said every man because you have to be really open minded to seeing this film. I loved the cast gorgeous men on screen! LOL to tell you the truth they chose a great cast. I thought the message was phenomenal, it took you back to the 1940s and that time period which I love actually. I thought the movie makes you feel certain things especially as an African American woman my heart was into it. I know its a little late but Terrence Howard, Cuba Gooding Jr, and the rest of the cast deserve Oscars in my opinion. It is just a matter of time. Maybe next year. For now I will say some awards will be given especially to the man who so generously gave and supported this film too.  Go see it now!!!