Hello
my readers I have a big announcement to make some of you have already seen it
maybe in my small profile or biography on my blog’s website. I am going back to
college it feels like such a long time when I tossed my purple graduation hat
up in the air at my Hunter College graduation ceremony at Radio City Music Hall in 2010 and I
mentioned to someone before leaving I wanted to work on a show maybe do some
production stuff for television. I actually did I ended up working for a
magazine on the television broadcast side for two years.
I wasn’t sure would it be some well known popular television
show, magazine, or newspaper, but I knew something great was ahead of me and
actually it was too. I graduated 8 years ago and it feels like just yesterday I
swear but life of course as you know has changed a lot within those 8 years.
So I decided to head back to school it’s not a requirement
for my previous major or background what I studied. It seemed as if all of the signs were pointing in that direction.
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One thing I realized was one I don’t have a child yet I am 31 now and yes I am still young but I wanted to give these children more than what I had I don’t mean material possessions I mean opportunities, love, comfort, support, a wonderful father who would provide attention and devotion to his children (not a baby’s daddy) that’s not the goal. I spoke to my parents too it just felt right like this would be good for me to take those two years and just focus on that until I am ready. I want to be a mother who can give them all of the attention that my mother, my grandparents, great-grandparents, and family gave me. So that is one of my main goals.
I would like to
be married first (my parents were married before they had me so yes I am a bit
of a traditionalist) before I have my first child I am just putting it out
there. I worked too hard in school, my mother, my father, and many people
invested way too much in me too.
My love story and the person I am
supposed to end up with is going to be a bit more unique then the average
person’s love story where you may meet as children, teenagers, college, or
anywhere else. I have found someone who I am very interested in and am dating
too. It’s just I need to do this for me. I decided to study and focus on
Business Administration with a focus in marketing and management or publicity. I
always wanted my own business too cosmetic, fashion, or a restaurant for years I never
talked about it though except to a few friends and family members.
I
thought this would be good for me and minor in languages as something fall back
on when I am much older probably my sixties or seventies I will teach English
to English Second Language students. Plus you know me I am the adventurer the
one who loves to travel and explore. I would love to brush up on my Spanish,
take my Italian more seriously, dabble in French, and more. This would be a
huge game changer for me. You cannot have a European name and not want to
dabble into all of the “Romance Languages” I studied Italian my first year of
college in the summer of 2005 and I took Spanish in high school in college plus
I know a lot of people of Spanish and Latin descent so it helps too.
I
figured you know what I found apartments in New York City I am interested in I
did a lot of traveling back in 2015 and 2016 looking for places all over like
crazy. In order to afford and have your dream penthouse apartment in New York
you have to have an incredible salary. I could actually afford one too but for
a couple of reasons it just was not the right time. Remember I was let go and
laid off by my last permanent job
in 2017 so I wouldn’t have made any sense at all to invest until it was the
right for me. I often visualized and saw myself saying to my parents “I think I
am going to have to come back home” I can laugh but no in reality that’s not
what you want. So I knew ok let’s wait until everything comes together because
at some point it has to be right if you believe in it.
It kind of seems like now would be more
fitting because I get to really start my professional life and my academic life
all over again. It’s a continuation but it’s a new chapter too.
Now it’s really up to me if I bought a house or decided to
rent an apartment either one would be ok with me. It just felt like you know what if it’s not going to happen
right now then I need to take all of the time for myself and do this one last
thing for me before I settle down with my future husband (whether if I meet him
in college finishing my degree, while I am living in the city or state, or
wherever), and we start a family. I needed to do this for me because I figured
I haven’t celebrated anything in a long time too. I love celebrating people
they’re achievements and successes too. I just haven’t had a chance to really
just sit back with my loved ones and be proud of my achievements. I wanted to
do something that would bring my family back together so we all stayed united
too we haven’t had a good party, a good family event a few where we all come
together.
So
God I pray hard and I hope you will help me make the best decision for Chloe. I
need help. I need you to help me get to where I need to really be. Do I need to
stay in New York City or do I venture off attend graduate school of the place
of my dreams. I have applied to a few colleges already. I am hoping that
whichever place I go to will be the right one for me. So this summer I am
excited to see where I end up at and the future ahead it’s two years of your
life to a commitment that can change everything professionally and personally.
I will be documenting the journey ahead telling you all about my exams, my
future tutors, the preparation to get there, and what it takes to get in too. I
am in good company and have a lot of people thank god to ask questions too.
Also have a lot more things ahead to show you all. Thank you readers love all of
you if you just read 5 minutes or 50 minutes I am grateful to you too. Muchas
Gracias, Grazie, Merci, it doesn't go unnoticed at all.
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